Wednesday, November 17, 2010

Life~~

I never thought life can become so difficult... Having a target is a good thing and makes your life more meaningful... But when you start to thinks about the ways to achieve it, suddenly you will realize it is not easy... In fact, it is very difficult... I always have this kind of mind "just do the things you can for now and somehow the things can solve by itself"... I really thinks that... But seem like this time, things can't be solve by itself... This time, I really have handle it carefully or else everything will just be a mess... Planning really is the difficult thing... I really don't know where or how I should do it... Never thinks that I am such a useless person.. or maybe I know for a long times but just don't want to admit that this is a fact... :3

This is the song I really love for now:


Elevator buttons and morning air
Strangers' silence makes me wanna take the stairs
If you were here we'd laugh about their vacant stares
But right now, my tongue is theirs

Seems like there's always someone who disapproves
They'll judge it like they know about me and you
And the verdict comes from those with nothing else to do
The jury's out, but my choice is you

So don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high
The waters rough
But this love is ours

You never know what people have up their sleeves
Ghosts from your past gonna jump out at me
Lurking in the shadows with their lip gloss smiles
But I don't care, cause right now you're mine

And you'll say don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard
The stakes are high
The waters rough
But this love is ours

And it's not theirs to speculate
If it's wrong and your hands are tough but they are where mine belong and
I'll fight their doubt and give you faith with this song for you

Cause I love the gap between your teeth
And I love the riddles that you speak
And any snide remarks from my father about your tattoos will be ignored
Cause my heart is yours

So don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
And life makes love look hard

So don't you worry your pretty little mind
People throw rocks at things that shine
But they can't take what's ours
They can't take what's ours
The stakes are high
The waters rough
But this love is ours

Hope you guys enjoy this too.. ^^

Saturday, November 13, 2010

Smile ~~

Recently I had read a short story... So I would like to share it here... Hope you guy will love it too~~

Smile.

He was so wonderful! Always helping Jenna, always being right there for her. She never had to ask, he just started helping. Never saying a word, just smiling that smile that made her body tingle from top to toe. They hadn't known each other for very long, he just moved in last week. Jenna had seen him as he moved his things into the apartment next door. That was also when she had first noticed that smile. Jenna had been watching him when he suddenly turned around. It felt like an eternity as their eyes met, and Jenna was so embarrassed she felt like sinking trough the floor. But he just smiled, and then he turned around and moved inside.

After that she had seen his smile many times, meeting him in the hallway, or when going to get the mail. Always mute, just smiling. Jenna had wondered if he even could speak, or maybe he came from some far away land and didn't speak English. She never dared ask, in fact she never dared say anything. They always walked in total silence, like some weird silent-movie from the 50's. But they didn't really need to. There seemed to be some sort of understanding between them.

He always seemed to know when she needed help, and just came over to her, walking with her, or helping her carry heavy stuff. Jenna was really short, and not very strong, so she appreciated his help. He seemed to understand that too, always just smiling when Jenna tried to thank him. He had walked with her home many times, just like he did now. And every time Jenna had wondered why she couldn't tell him how she felt, why couldn't she say she loved him. As if he could read Jenna's mind, he just looked at her and smiled that ever present and understanding smile. It had made Jenna blush more than a couple of times.

It was always so comforting to walk beside him trough the streets at night. People always told stories about what could happen, and it was a long walk home from the nightclub where she worked. Also it was sort of romantic walking in the slight illumination of the street lights. He was quite a bit taller than Jenna, so his steps was longer. But he always slowed his pace to Jenna's, allowing them to walk arm in arm. More often than not Jenna found herself resting her head against his shoulder.

They were slowly approaching their apartments when Jenna heard footsteps following behind them. The pace just kept increasing. Jenna turned around just as a hooded man bumped into her, snatching her purse with him. Jenna looked up at her companion, but he was already acting. The smile now gone from his face, he ran after the thief, snatching him by the arm. Then it all happened in a manner of seconds. Jenna could see the street lights reflecting on metal. She cried out, but it was already too late. Jenna could see her silent companion losing his grip on the thief, allowing him to run away. And as she ran up to him he was already collapsing to the ground. A bright red pool of blood covered the ground around him.

Jenna just sat there crying and holding his hand. She did not know how much time passed like that, but the sound of an ambulance woke her up. It seemed someone had called 911. The paramedics lifted him up on a stretcher, his face now white from losing so much blood, and his eyes barely open as he struggled to remain conscious. A frightening thought struck Jenna. He might die. And she never told him that she loved him.

As the paramedics lifted him into the ambulance Jenna cried out. “I love you!” He lifted his head slightly and looked her deep into the eyes, smiling that smile again. “I know”, he said. “I have always known, I didn't need your words to see how much you love me”. “And I have always loved you too!” And then the doors closed.

Written by
Ruben
http://myanimelist.net/profile/riderofreason

Friday, November 5, 2010

Over-Relax ???

yesterday my friend came to my room and tell us a bad news... UUM announced that final exam had been delay... This is the start of panic station...
Some of my friends say want to go home since still got lot of days left before the actual final exam start... We are so frustrated because the delay of final exam make our 1 month holiday become shorter... (Actually I feel is just okay, since i don't have anything arrange up during this holiday.)

The story continue with the UUM might lack of food supply, cut-off electric and water supply, heavy rain in the coming few days might cause flood or the Thailand plan to let go the water (Not very sure how is it...) will cause flood too, lot and lot of stuff go in my ear... Well, it came off my ear at the same time.. (hehe...)
All my gang member was so panic and they phone all the people to get the bus ticket back to their homes... Well, I do feel a bit of afraid.. but I just don't think that is a very big problem for me.. (Somehow I truly believe this is a big problem.. but not to me... Weird sentences har??!! hehe)

At the end, I decide not to go home since H1N1 case(there are people left inside UUM and they survive..), except they really is cut-off the electric and water supply or UUM cancel-off the final exam... I will be left all alone at UUM since all my gang had buy the bus ticket for this morning or night... Well, I hope they safely reach their home and hope I will be safe at UUM too.. hehe...