Sunday, October 24, 2010

Praying~~



会痛吗 那一下下我的心都碎了
你豆大的泪珠不停的落下 你却没有忘了坚强
心疼吗 爱你的人心当然会疼啊
公主SELINA 你受了点伤
你还是我的公主啊
SELINA 轻轻甩着长头发 飘来一阵阵花香 我注定属于她
SELINA 粉红色来形容她 娇艳玫瑰也只为她绽放
会痛吗 那一下下我的心都碎了
你豆大的泪珠不停的落下 你却没有忘了坚强
心疼吗 爱你的人心当然会疼啊
公主SELINA 你受了点伤
你还是我的公主啊
SELINA 轻轻甩着长头发 飘来一阵阵花香 我注定属于她
SELINA 粉红色来形容她 娇艳玫瑰也只为她绽放
SELINA 粉红色来形容她 娇艳玫瑰也只为她绽放
May Our Dearest Selina fast fast recover... Be your beautiful bride....

Saturday, October 9, 2010

Stubbornness + Negative Thought ~~

Realized my stubbornness had gone to a very higher level... And because of this, yesterday night I made everyone had a bad time... I thought that they want to follow up but they didn't seem like want to... But I continue keep push them... After that I make them cut the line... Well, of course I didn't thought this will make them feel uncomfortable... I really think they want to follow and........................ After I had realized their uncomfortable, I just turn on my moody mood (Once I feel bad, I will just shut myself away)... I feel sorry for that... That should be our happy moment, but I make something unnecessary and make they feel bad... After that I just keep my moody mood with me, this continue make them feel more bad... I didn't want this to happen but it was me who made all those bad moments... I'm sorry.... If I didn't keep my moody mood on, then they might won't have the worsen mood...

I really stubborn about something is small... I feel so sorry for what I did... If we have properly line up, then we won't have any problem... Maybe you will think that I am thinking too much, Then "YES, I'm that kind of people that think a lot and is negative thought".... For you, this is a small stuff... But for me, I really did something bad...

I had many thought in my mind, I can't really translate all into words... Hmm... I should just make my stubbornness and negative thought go to the minimum level (of course, I don't know what is the minimum level)... I will really try... So that I won't bring any problem to other people because of them (Stubbornness + Negative Thought)...........