Selfishness~~

My lecturer told us a story about live your life to easy others people...

"A" come from Malaysia and "B" come from Sweden... Now "A" and "B" working at Sweden... On the 1st working, they came very early at the morning... "B" park his car far away from the office even though right in front of the office have a lot of free parking lot... Where by "A" and "B" have to walk quite a long way to the office... "A" feel curious why "B" act so... but he didn't ask him since it is the 1st day working... But the act is continue for a week... "A" can't stand it and ask why "B" act so... Guess what the answer for that... "B" said "Since we are early, we have plenty of time... We can walk to the office slowly... But for the late comer, they don't have time... Why don't we left the front parking lot for them?"

After I heard this story, I feel it is quite right... but did everyone in this world know the theory and act in that way too? If everyone did this, then there will be no more war and argument... I know I can't always act in this way... Everyone have to care about themselves first before think about other people... I will try to live my life to easy others people if that things don't disturb me and bring me troubles... Selfishness will be in everyone's life... But don't let your selfishness brings troubles to others people...

Recently really love 田馥甄- 离岛

這首歌的歌詞就是施人誠根據書中一篇 Hebe 自己描述她的人際關係的文章而發展出來的創作。他認為田馥甄是一個「快樂的疏離症患者­」，和人群保持著適當的距離，低調不喧嘩不是社交高手，但是自得其樂於這樣的狀態，就­像一個人煙稀少的離島，島上有少數幾個知心朋友就過得很開心滿足。

Hope you will enjoy this... This is kind of like me too... ^^

作曲：林一峰 填詞：施人誠 和聲：田馥甄

我覺得這樣的距離很好 就隔著一片海互不打擾
我是一座離島 人海邊的離島 世界和我禮貌微笑

不擔心我這島居民太少 人口的密度就這樣剛好
我是座小小島 裝不下大煩惱 觀光客們下回請早

怎樣會這樣 我也不知道 謝謝誰為我祈禱 可是我並不困擾
誰能夠決定誰怎樣最好 我疏離得很舒服 不想治療

這種距離 對大家都好 就隔著一片海互相遠眺
我是一座離島 人海邊的離島 世界和我都不無聊

怎樣會這樣 我也不知道 謝謝誰為我祈禱 可是我並不困擾
不擔心我這島居民太少 來過的朋友們都住下了

我是座小小島 容易滿足的小島 懂的人懂得就好
我是座小小島 心滿意足的小島 我愛的人愛我就好

Feeling down~~

Just suddenly feeling down... It is because of a comment...You wrote something that I feel that you shouldn't write it because I thought that you understand who I am... For so long, I think that we had know each others enough... I thought that you will be understand about my situation... But now, I know that I was wrong all the time...  Or maybe I was taking it too serious about that comment... Maybe you don't meant it while wrote that... Maybe you just take it as a joke as always... But I really feel hurt for that... Maybe I am too tense... Have to loss down a bit...

A New Start Of My Holiday~~

What a way to start my holiday!!! Just reach home even tough the bus start at 6:30pm... I should be at home around 9:30... BUT because of a small mistake, we go to the bukit mertajam... Haiz... At that time, suddenly feel very down... Why at that time didn't voice out and ask??? Why the mouth seem like can not talk??? This is the time to say something... Why I always keep my mouth shut??? If I didn't say anything, others people won't know what I want... I really have to learn a lesson from here... And also just now my mom told the date change again... Again, my mood go down again... Why I always so easy to feel down??? Why I can't just thinking what should I do to solve the problem??? If just now Eddick Cheah or Sue Sue are not at there with me, I am sure that I will very frustrated and that the only thing I know how to do... Eddick Cheah can really think out a way to solve the problem while I am at there feeling moody... I really should change myself... A LESSON THAT I HAVE TO REMEMBER ALWAYS!!!