Thinking...

 Recently I had been thinking a lot... About myself... M I get too protective by my friends and my family member??? Will I be able to do my thing without depending on my friends??? Will I be able to control myself without letting the emotions over take myself??? My EQ is too low... I have to learn to control my emotions... This kind of thinking started is because my friend help me to settle my stuff... Where I am the one should settle it... Without her help, I am just a useless person who only know how to cry... I have to stand strong on my both feet... Friends won't always be there for me at all times... I have to do it on my own... I feel myself get weaker... Just as my friend's boyfriend say... I really getting weaker... Last time, I am not like that... Maybe because of "you"... I really have to move forward on my own... STAND UP AND ACT JUST LIKE A "SHERO".... がんばってね、ィンフイ！！！

Missing You...

Received a call from my mum... It is about my grandfather's anniversary... Confirm on 14 of Sept... Which crash with my KL trip... After a talk with my friends regard the KL trip, I remember back my grandfather... That I not being able to attend his funeral... I still feel regret about that...I know my parents don't want to let me know at that time is for my own good.... When I think back the memories with my grandfather, it all about the time we spend at my grandfather house (at Penang Hill)... I miss there... Had been a long time, I didn't go back Penang Hill... The last look i had in my mind about him is the look he sleeping at the hospital bed... At that time, he already unconscious...  I don't even remember the last words he say to me.... I feel so sorry... Grandfather, please forgive me for that...

How Come???

Just now my friend told me that my name is in the attendance list for SEEA3123... which I had never add this course in my timetable.... After that, I go n search my portal timetable... Well, SEEA3123 is really in my timetable.... What had happen??? How come this course is in my timetable??? Aihz.... Now what should i do??? What a day?!!! Actually I was planning to sleep later on... But NOW I AM VERY PISSED !!!!!!!!!!!! BULLSHIT!!!!! Can I drop it??? Do I need to pay for that???? But is not my fault.... Aihz...................

..~The Very 1st Post~..

Suddenly feel like want to have a blog... So i just start it... Though not very sure this kind of mood how long will it lasts... I guess I will just write it for now... Oh ya, recently I found a new singer... Name : 可晴... She have a very sweet voice... I like one of the EP song... 不可愛...

This is the lyrics:

作曲composed by/ 陳彥琿 (OP: EW Music Publishing (M) Sdn Bhd)
作詞lyrics by/ 瑞業 (LiKE Music)
製作produced by/ 陳彥琿
編曲arranged by/ 陳彥琿

愛，一直在
你離開，不是愛
所以愛，誰都可愛
都應該，期待幸福未來

明白，我努力明白
現在，沉默的現在
痛說不出來
我猜，一個人亂猜
然後從傷害
慢慢釋懷放開

你說我可愛，擁我入懷
我的心跳變快卻實在
你說不可愛，轉身要離開
傻傻站在，黑白人海
不必自己裝可愛

愛，已不在
你離開，帶走愛
所以愛，既然可愛
也可拆，什麼幸福未來

明白，你說你明白
現在，結束的現在
痛看不出來
我猜，就別管我猜
淚偏偏不乖
這時候掉下來

你說我可愛，擁我入懷
我的心跳變快卻實在
你說不可愛，轉身要離開
傻傻站在，黑白人海
不必為你裝可愛，我不可愛

你說我可愛，擁我入懷
怎麼心跳變快不實在
說我不可愛，轉身要離開
幸福之外，黑白人海
也許早該割愛，只是我現在...渴愛

This is the MV for this Song:



Please Enjoy It... ^^